I can longer be truthfully to myself..
Trying to forget all those unhappiness every time an argument starts yet i fail to do so..
Trying hard to appear happy at the same time being forgetful..
Hoping everything will go away..
I don't know..
I'm tired..
I wanne cry..

You will probably just ignore..

When all i left to say is that its slowly showing..

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:12 AM]

It's been so long since i wanted to reorganize my life, have been slacking way too much..
It's time to change..

Back then i chose to run away from problems when it arise, i didn't have the courage to climb up from where i fall maybe the fall was just too painful.
I might have taken a very long period of time to finally face the fact and deal with the problem..

Being less ji jiao in life makes u a happier person :D

Job interview tml so looking forward to it somehow..
Hope everything turns out good..

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:36 AM]